I want to hold your hand!

 

I want to have a conversation with you – A deep one, a dark one, and a real one.

Let’s talk about things that scare you and me, about our pains and insecurities. In today’s day and age, the kind of conversations people have is frivolous, meaningless, and self-centered. Let’s have a conversation from our hearts, this time around, let’s have a soul-to-soul conversation.

Tell me stories about your past, the tales that have made you the girl you are now. Talk to me about your struggles and tell me how you deal with them, talk to me about your ambitions and tell me how you want to achieve them. Tell me why white is your favorite color and why is this city so close to your heart. Talk to me about everything that makes you – ‘you’.

Talk to me about the ones who left you, the ones who hurt you, and the ones who judged you. Tell me about ‘him’, the one you planned to live your life with. Talk to me without that mask on, talk to me without a cover over your personality, talk to me by being ‘you’.

And I’ll tell you about why I am so emotional, why I am so shy and why I want your attention at times. I'll talk to you about ‘her’. I’ll tell you why I am so guarded and why I don’t let people into my life. I’ll talk to you about the time I ran away, about the time I was lost, and about the time I found myself again. I’ll talk to you about my mistakes; I’ll tell you about my darkest secret, about how all this directed me to you. I’ll tell you so that I don’t repeat them again and jeopardize our relationship.

Let’s talk about everything and nothing. Let’s talk without holding back or sugar coating our sentences. This time I don’t want to hold back anything, I don’t want the possibility of ‘maybes’ and ‘ifs’ to stand between us. I don’t want any doubts between us.

I want to talk to you, I want to know you and not through the phone or through social media. I want to know you by looking into your eyes, I want to know you through your body language, I want to know you through – ‘you’.

Let’s talk about the things that make us happy and the things that trigger the sadness in us. Let’s laugh together, let’s cry and be sad together, let’s not just talk, let’s communicate.

Let me show you that I can fall in love with everything that people hate about you, let me show you that I will stay in spite of hearing it all, and let me give you one more reason for why I will never leave.